I HAD DIED THAT DAY

Just a few pings,

And you touched my hearts strings.

I did resist, 

Guess wasnt ready for those twists.

Millions of doubts persisted,

And at the same time you insisted.

Was it my solitude, Or your attitude.

Was I so vulnerable or you so Amicable.

My heart too tender, it did surrender,

To your splendor.

It seemed so destined, 

With no chance of a headwind.

A silent acceptance without pretence,

My brain was knowing, towards you I was flowing.

You were so perfect and I felt so blessed,

That warm embrace, did erase

All the pain, all the suffering

You were my prince charming.

And then, when the love was all around, Even vaccum could sound.

Days were brighter and nights serene.

I was blank and your love was the caffeine.

Days seemed never ending,

and path to happiness never-bending.

Those talks, those laughs, those smiles and laughters,

Those coffees and conversations and elation and flirtations.

My universe glittered, as you whispered,

Those MAGICAL words.

They were so profound, and my heart spellbound.

I knew, it was you,

A surety, of you being my Destiny.

Foggy days and dark hours,

Were filled with misty mornings and lovely showers.

It seemed it would never change,

But for momentry happiness, life does take revenge.

Heart broken, dreams shattered,

The glassy palace of my love hammered.

As you vanished, I stood astonished,

Trying to stand, to smile and pretend.

To live with that pain, It was making me insane

Knew you're no more in life, But heart n mind were at constant strife.

I know not, what made you go,

Still wanna know, though long ago.

Wished you were here to listen, to hold,

To love, to console, to cheer, to scold.

To argue, to quarrel, to tussle to fight,

To make e'thing around go alright.

And now that u've really gone,

And am done with a long moan,

Wanna tell you, when you had departed your way,

I HAD DIED THAT DAY.

~~Pali